I am so frusterated with myself. I want to be healthy and fit. I see myself as something I am not anymore. I see myself as an athlete that should be able to just pick up and do anything new. But the truth is I am way too heavy to do many things! Ugh.
I'm traveling this week and working very long hours. Once I finally get out of the office, I just want to buy lots of food and go eat it in my room alone. I don't know why, but I really need to fix this.
I'm going to make a serious effort on focusing on eating healthy food tomorrow. I need to remind myself that this is important very important.
I am going home late tomorrow night and flying out Saturday morning for a mini vacation, then heading strait back to work Tuesday night. So I wont be home for a serious bit of time until a week from tomorow. So I have a good week + to work on keeping healthy eating a priority even when on vacation or an expense account (and over worked)!